YOMI 2022.11.25

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『子供騙しが世界を変えた!』
『Kid-friendly things have changed the world!』they said that
胸躍らせた日々にはもう戻れはしない
I can never go back to those good old days.
知れ渡った未開の地で 踊る劣るハート
In the well known frontier, but my inferior heart still beats.

 

誰もが夜に肩まで浸かって
Everyone soaks shoulder-deep in the “night”, and
『大人になるまで出れない』諦めてさ
『Can’t get out until we grow up』and then this thought made us give up.
強迫観念 皆より上手くなり過ぎなだけ
Just have a thing about it. Just got better than everyone else.
安心しな
Don’t worry though.

 

有象無象は右往左往
Mobs will never change, go this way and that.
避けたい 避けたくない愛無い期待
Keep away or keep hanging in there. Those loveless hopes…
自問自答と苦悶 苦闘
Talking to myself about all suffering.
味わい 果てに実を結んだ
Tasted them all, over time, bore fruit at last.
そう思ってないとやってらんない
If I don’t think like that, I couldn’t live.

 

天国も地獄も君がいないと始まらないや
Heaven and hell won’t start without you. Everything about me is apparently about you.
退屈だった黄泉の淵で さあ泳いでないで
Don’t dawdle in the darkness so much. Come on, look up and
この手を取ってよ アンノーマリー
take the hand I reached out to you, “Unnormally.”
天国も地獄も僕が幾星霜も繰り返すから
Heaven and hell, if I can go with you. I’ll do it all over and over again.
意味が無いと思っていた僕の命はきっと
Even my life which was thought to be nothing must have been..,
液晶越しに響き渡ったハレルヤ
echoed through every single piece of screen. Hallelujah

 

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聖者も 愚者も成れずにただ
I can neither be a saint nor a fool, I just only can
澄んだ空気を瓦斯に変える人生
turn the clear air into gas.
自慢でも長所でもないが
That is neither a boast nor a merit,
僕の唯一の神話なんだ
but it’s my only glory.

 

希望死亡で諸行無常
Hope often fades. Nothing is forever.
追われる駆られる 未だ安寧は無い
It’s chasing me and rushing me in everything. There’s still no peace.
理想郷へのクロスロード
Crossroads to the utopia.
駄目だ何処も行き詰まってる
No good, everywhere is badly stuck for me.
処世術免許更新可能?
Can I renew my license for life?

 

天国も地獄も僕ひとりじゃ終われはしないや
Heaven and hell won’t end without you. Everything about me is apparently about you.
屁理屈ばっか黄泉の道で あっちこっちそっちどっちと
Let’s get lost together on the road into the darkness. Here or there, this or that, which should we..,
迷ってよう アンノーマリー
even where all we hear are quibbles.
天国も地獄も君が去ったあとも続いていくように
As heaven and hell go on after you leave. Even your voice is known to be devoid of emotion,
感情が無いと揶揄された声も救いになって
I will be saved by being with you. You will bring me happiness
祝祭日のようにまたやって来るから
just as the occasional national holiday does for me.

 

Ō Ō
秘密 弱音 全て音符にして
Every secret and weakness, make them into songs.
Ō Ō
臆病な僕と君 手を掴む
Timid me, me and you, we each take a hand.
『でもはなせないよ?』はなさなくていいよ
“But I can’t pass anything back to you.” Well, you don’t have to.
ちゃんと伝わるから
Cause I can feel your feelings.
互いの愛を詠み合って
I am sure we have lived this long
僕らは生きてきたんでしょう
understanding each other’s love.

 

天国も地獄も君がいないと始まらないや
Heaven and hell won’t start without you. Everything about me is apparently about you.
主も世論も呆れるくらい 不揃いでも綺麗な花
Uneven to the point of public opinion, but we’re supposed to have planted so
植えてきたんでしょう
many beautiful flowers.
天国も地獄も僕は幾星霜も繰り返すけど
Heaven and hell, if I can go with you. I’ll do it all over and over again.
意味はあったんだ きっと君の命は僕の
It meant something to me, now I can feel your life knocking on
ドアノブの無い扉をノックしたハレルヤ
the door of my heart with no way to open. Hallelujah

 

いつも返すから
I will always give you back
芯まで熟した
hymns of inferiority like
劣等の賛美歌を
perfectly ripe fruits.

 

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